I want R.E.V.E.N.G.E.!

A friend who live in the USA translated Bastian Bosse's suicide note. Thank you for that.
In some parts it's not an exact translation, so if you understand German please read the original suicide note.
If you know for sure that you can not feel happy in your life anymore and the reasons amass from day to day, you do not have another choice than to escape from this life. This is the choice I made. There are certainly people that would have carried on, that would have thought ‘’It is going to be alright soon.’’, but it is not.
I was told I have to go to school to learn for my life, to have a convenient life, but what to have the most expensive car for, what to have the greatest mansion for, what to have the most beautiful woman for, if eventually everything is useless because your woman begins to hate you, your car needs gas that you can not afford, and there is nobody who will ever visit you at your fucking house.
The only thing I intensely learned at school was that I am a loser. I concede I was a loser during the first years at my high school, I had a propensity of consume, I wanted to get friends, friends that do not consider you as a person, but rather as a status symbol. Finally I woke up! I recognized the world as I imagined does not exist at all, it was an illusion, mainly created by the media. I recognized what kind of world I am living in, a world ruled by money, even at school. You have to have the newest cell phone, you have to have the newest brand clothing, you have to have the right ‘’friends’’. If you do not possess, you are not worth to receive attention. Those people are called ‘’Jocks’’, a Jock is everybody who thinks to be better than others because of more expensive clothing and a more beautiful girlfriend. I abominate these people, no, I abominate people in general.
During the 18 years of my life I learned that you can only feel happy in your life if you go along and adapt to the society, but I could not and I did not want to. I am free! Nobody has the right to take hand into my life and they have to be responsible if they do so. No politician has the right to pass a law that bars me from something, no cop has the right to take away my weapon when he is carrying his own on his belt.
What is it all for? What should I work for? In order to break myself, to retire when I am 65 years old and to pass away five years later? Why should I try to achieve something, it is useless and I have to die anyway. I can build a house, I can have children and I can do whatsoever, but what for? My house will be demolished sometime and my children will die sometime. What is the meaning of life? Life has no meaning. You have to give your life a meaning and I will not do that by sucking up to an overpaid boss and I will not listen to fascists that try to tell me we are living in a democracy.
No, there is one way left to give my life a meaning and I will not waste it like I did before. My life might have been completely different, but there is no acceptance for individualists in our society, for people who think their own way and not ‘’I am wearing a blank-bracelet and I am alternative!’’-idiots.
You began this battle, not me. My actions are the result of your world, a world that does not let me be how I want to be. You made fun of me, now I am making fun of you, but my kind of humor is different.
>From 1994 until 2003/2004 I tended to have friends, to have fun. When I began attending high school I got into the vicious circle of status symbols, brand clothing, friends, cell phone, etc., but I woke up. I recognized that I was the dumbass to everybody, everybody made fun of me and I sought revenge! The recklessness and brutality of this revenge will make the blood in your veins freeze. I will teach you a lesson before I go and nobody will ever forget me.
I want you to recognize that nobody has the right to take hand into any lives under a fascistic disguise made of law and religion.
I want my face to be imprinted to your brains!
I do not want to run away anymore!
I want to make my contribution for the revolution of the otherwise minded!
I want R.E.V.E.N.G.E.!
I thought it over and I am aware of the fact that the most students who humbled and put me down already graduated and left the school. I want to say two things concerning this.
1. I was not just part of one class, I was part of the whole high school. The students at the school are not innocent by no means, nobody is innocent. The same software is running in their heads and I am the virus that is willing to destroy them, no matter what or who.
2. I will particularly take revenge on the teachers because that are the people who took hand into my life against my will and who took me as far as I am right now, on the battlefield.

The life as it continues from day to day is the most pathetic thing in this world. S.E.W.P.D. - school, education, work, pension, death. The life of a normal person, but what is actually ‘’normal’’?
‘’Normal’’ is what the society considers as normal. Therefore Punks, beggars, murderers, Goths, homosexuals are considered as abnormal because they can not adapt to what the society considers as normal, or rather because they simply do not want to. I give a shit on you! Everybody is free! Give a weapon to everybody and everybody solves their problems by themselves. If somebody dies, they are dead. So what? Death is a part of life. If the relatives can not deal with it they can commit suicide, nobody will keep them.
S.E.W.P.D. begins at the age of six here in Germany when you begin attending school. This is the beginning of the personal path of socialisation and during the following years you will be forced to adapt to the society. You can not reject it, if you do so teachers, parents and the police will intervene. Compulsory school attendance is what they call the force to go to school, you are forced to go to school. You lose your freedom if you are forced to do something. You are forced to pay taxes, you are forced to follow the speed limits, you are forced to do this, you are forced to do that. Consequently: No freedom! This is what they call democracy. It would be called anarchy if the people ruled.
WAKE UP AND RIOT - IT WORKED IN GERMANY BEFORE.
A soon as my act is done you will hear some fat politicians say ‘’We have to stay together!’’ or ‘’We have to try to get over this together!’’ and they do this in order to receive attention, in order to make themselves to the solution. It was the same at my high school. This fat fucking piece of shit of principal never showed up anywhere, but at a performance in the auditorium she was the first one smiling on the stage to present herself.
Nazis, hip hopper, Turks, state, servants of the state, believers, you make me puke and you have to be annihilated (I use the word ‘’Turk’’ for every would-be hip hopper, for every would-be gangster, they immigrate to Germany because the conditions of living at home are worst, because of war, they immigrate to Germany, the social welfare office of the world, they misbehave in an unimaginable way and they have to be gassed. No Jews, no Dutchmen, no Nigger, but Turks. I AM NO FUCKING NAZI!). I hate you and your manners! You have to die! I am made fun of since I turned six! Now you have to pay for it!
I know for sure the fascistic police is not going to publish my videos, notebooks, diaries, everything of me, therefore I took this matters into my own hands.
At last I want to thank the people who were always important to me and the people who were always good to me, I am sorry for this.
I am gone…